| jezibel_matheny ( @ 2005-08-27 18:01:00 |
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the trendy age of deception
lately i've noticed that i am in the minority in my environment because i refuse to accept deception as truth. the people that i am surrounded with are constantly attemping to get me to accept certain "truths" eventhough my rational mind and study have proven otherwise. i feel as if i am being forced into this trendy, decptive world that everyone wants to create.
appeaently the new trend is that only what comes out of a person's mouth is the truth about their actions, and everything else needs to be dismissed. i have my own eyes and ears and thoughts ans feelings that the world cannot comprimise, and i will not give my last bits of trust to sacrifise to some "new perception".
their is only one truth in life, and that is what i seek. having the companionship of everyone is not important to me, but rather i would sacrifise the seudo-friendship deceptiveness perception for pure, unrestrained truth.
if i was to give in to this type of behavior i would have to also give up the friendship of the few people i have left in my life that i KNOW (notice i don't say think) are truthful and help me to know what is really going on around me.
my goal is to remain loyal to my truthful friends, and rely on my intuitions that i have worked so hard to develop through study and selectiveness.
once again i proclaim, that i may be less popular, but thus i am happier with myself.
if i am stuck up because i refuse to talk to someone who has pathologically lied to me for years, and they will potentially yell lies at me and try to convince me to give up my dignity to their deception, so be it. but i only consider stuck up to be an ignorant decision with no basis.
the greatest excuse for the seudo-intellectual sub-human is that "my perception is defferent than yours, and that is why you disagree with me"
my usage of philosophical remifications has always been so i can obtain the most unmanipulated version of the truth possible through analization. it seems as if other use their knowledge to manipulate the world into the deceptions of the user for the purpose of having no guilt throughout ones life, and to be able to tell any lie and to think these people call ME a satanist!
2+2 does not equal bacon, and it never will.
i now have a new level of sub-human. level 2 sub-human is the ones who think deception is perception.
per·cep·tion -a : awareness of the elements of environment through physical sensation
4 a : quick, acute, and intuitive cognition
de·cep·tion -a :to cause to accept as true or valid what is false or invalid
b :a obsolete : to be false to b archaic : to fail to fulfill
c :to influence or lead by deceit, trick, or artifice
need i say more?