jezibel_matheny (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} jezibel_matheny) wrote,@ 2005-07-31 02:55:00 |
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the full realization
i've been going to work with this horrible pain in my stomach for over a week now, and i think i may have to bite my pride and go to the doctor. it would be just my luck to die right before i finally get to leave montana. but i know that billings isn't killing me. today i figured out what has been contributing to the downfall of my health, over and over again. taking care of people. ive been sacrifising rent money, food, and my mental stability for other people for too long. my struggle for independence is not over yet.
i've been going to work with this horrible pain in my stomach for over a week now, and i think i may have to bite my pride and go to the doctor. it would be just my luck to die right before i finally get to leave montana. but i know that billings isn't killing me. today i figured out what has been contributing to the downfall of my health, over and over again. taking care of people. ive been sacrifising rent money, food, and my mental stability for other people for too long. my struggle for independence is not over yet.
