jezibel_matheny ([info]jezibel_matheny) wrote,
@ 2005-08-02 20:56:00
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Current mood: hoping for chaos

slight confusion
ive come to believe that ive adopted some predjudices about people in general, and eventhough i know this is not the right way to be, i can't help but to notice the overbearing occurances of coincindences in the society that surrounds me, and its very hard for me to allow myself to funtion in a non-predjudice manner while i have been studying the human behavior of the people around me for so long, and im basically able to predict every situation i am presented with. i wonder if the whole world is so predictable, or if the majority of people in montana just happen to fall into their automatic patterns, and the redundantcy of all of this makes me sick, since i am a person who learns through finding chaos and analizing it into logic. ive ran out of chaos in this atmosphere. this all leads back to the confusing of my intuitions, expecially since i am trying to program myself to NOT be predjudice, in an atmosphere that proves otherwise.


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[info]ubermensch
2005-08-03 05:42 am UTC (link)
there's nothing wrong with prejudices as such as long as you pick sensible prejudices instead of irrational ones.

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(Anonymous)
2005-08-03 08:16 am UTC (link)
i just have a fear that my exposure to an overly predictable atmosphere is going to have negative consequences when it comes to dealing with UNpredictable ones. i don't want to be so used to everything falling into automatic patterns that my mind isn't open to chaos.

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hey jessie
[info]greenbluestar
2005-08-03 10:41 pm UTC (link)
seeing everything for what it is, is not prejudice. everyone maakes an assumption when presented with new things. just as long as you recognize other possibilities you will maaintain an open mind!

ps i found out what polyphenols do, they lower bad cholesteral

pps i finished chapter three in raberata last night after we talked on the phone that is the best book i have ever read. i read it untill i could no longer keep my eyes open.

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Re: hey jessie
[info]jezibel_matheny
2005-08-04 09:53 pm UTC (link)
im just afraid that i will presume things even when its unnecessary. but at least now i have a boyfriend that is exempt of the usual rules of collectivism because he has chosen to be, and i'm starting to accept that, and its making me more happy everyday!

i still say polyphenols are basically useless! they defintaely don't deserve a whole paragraph on a bottle, that was my point.

and dammit, you need to finish reading raberata soon, i'm almost to the ned of ayn rand and the celestine prophecy just doesn't turn my intellectual wheels in the right direction. but then again it was recommended my jared, and the stuff he reads is usually telling you specific ideals on how to live, whereas i want to read books that help me remember ideas that i already have on how not to be programmed by anything besdies myself.

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